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I seach for an answer a souloutionnothing comes I see nothing but what I don't have I don't have what I want I want what I need so I continueously cut untill I bleed hopeing seeing my arn red would change what sit nmy head nut noits just a mess athat is created i m alone as I said before I became my own mother father friend and whore. The abuse that otheres could have gotten was pushed on to me and nothing can be done because noone else see what's going on in this desmistic dispute between what I beileve a lie and the truth these 3 is what makes me unhappy and thet fact that everyone looks apast me oh you be fine stop being dramistic I'm sorry not even actors can get framatic this sparactic I see a way out idk if I should take it if this world makes me uncorfortable unhappy un kind and unhabbitable why shoukdnt I I escape it