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Today I fell back with syd da kid my lil dyke lover omg I want her and she wants me I'm waiting syd wainting for us but it really the art of words i m give rap a break andwrite more poems idk why maybe it the face with poems you focus on the words and not the flow or delavery or even punchlines (so no pressure) basiclly but its 450 and I was juat slowly airair grinding to janet jackson anytime (I guess they wanna know a out the sex thing) well my libdio just builds day by day the person who blow this firecreaker might lose an arm(.........why the fuck u say that) I'm sorry but I'm serious and the incident that happen the 13 well tbh I was very very very depressed more depressed then I ever been om not going in to spefics(that's spelt wrong and don't if u didn't help u don't know too bad and one person and that person was thanked) sad day but its in the past imma workout gett my body just make people envious of me imma get job get my own crib(or atleast a car ) but I wanna ask if someone iso"specal" why neglate them? That means they not that speical right or wrong ...... exactly I'm going night night nigga if. I can (u tired but u can't ur mind not letting u )ur mind to (that a place of residence sooo its a difference) is it (yea) I wonder if people would get anything I say (you could go back to codes) which ones the sp or zodiac (both) lisa scorpion knives fish romonia crabs envy water (nvm that sound fucking stupid)told u (don't worry we would figure out something we been writingfor 10 mins ) techniclly type n its cklose to 20(damn I wanna sleep )me too metoo (thank of a clever way to end this my eyes r hurting from the bright lights) if ur sick of me in ur life let ur exit be ur medicine un called for bitterness but when u take it just know when I say u don't matter u best believe ur a non factor if I say I hate I still have some type of feelings for u but discontent or more of indifferent is something different I wouldn't piss on u if u was on fire hell I won't call the cops I won't even tell nebody there the diffrence if I hate u I would out of human sympthy put out the fire but indifferent u are less then a human you get me ?