sexual frustration

Give me a reason to be a freak or beat my meat. Said by ch the greatest that's how I'm feelin I need some some ting not gonna say what because it should be apparent what I mean not to be a perv but I really want some I'm a sexual person who need affection from females from time to time I dream about it now since I started to try to ween myself off of porn I need it (no you need some pussy ) maybe but its not easy thing to do (whatever nigga) anyway I want it badley in other news I have got high today off of tabacco. It was a good high didn't think I could get that high from it but I was and I was trippin downtown tryna freestyle if some one was with me it would have been better (times like this I miss my de buddies they would have got me drunk and high ) I hear you man I hear youbut we got 4 more months right (yup then it s go time baby wine and spirts on dekc getting so fucked up ) funny when we agree on stuff (iknow its like we becomming onee) you like fro that to happen any way I wrote somethigng a lil something on joe budden better me beat. Its not my best but pretty good I should be studing but I'm not at least not now peace