charles hamilton at 6 in the fucking morning

I have done an sucessfull e9xperiment abput scents and it can trigger flashback slightly and give you the same feeling and thought I just picked the wrong era the fall era of '12 I'm learning a lot of things about me I spent the whple day in the bookstore instead of bothering people imma. Try to see if people bother me (something to write about fatty fatty2x4) maybe I should I just need a beat I mightwrite today why the hell am I upso early (I can't hear you lalala I'm ccovering my ears lalala I can't hear you lalala if you hatingon me these nigga got me seeing red and I'm c and pink can u see what in my head ) seltcive deafness I told my so called best friend I was going to nj and never comeback she said she don't care her exact word why do i. Surround myself with people whodont care imma do it one day. I wonder who would look for me or who woudl just continue I had a a fantasy that I went and hung out with a group of broke misfits who did drugs and I had a gf who kept tryna stop me then I would go from her house to the studio then the streets with my friends then everyday I get kivked out then I work my way in n we have sex she loves me but frustrusted she can't control me n then itssame thing for awhile (that's sound awesome) I know (we should try it ) we can't (why ) well we don't know if things can be that smooth (fuck you right ) iknow I am so we stuck here don't worry(I know we've all noticed u back in your fantasy world welcome back)