I am duel sided and not two faced

I see both sides to a story all the time so I can understand the situation for that better but its all the things I do I listen toviolent music and I fantasize about doing violent and gruesome things but I know that these impulses are kinda wrong but people a lot of people treat me like a bitch I will not be told to shut up I you will respect what I do and what I say I give respect so I demand it back I'm not a play thing I'm sorry it seems like I'm angry but I'm just tired of the same old shit happening over and over again

Did pain text u back

No but life is getting a lil annoying