aiu

I made song called aiu on my first mixtape and it basically talks about me being ugly
Back then I found myself unattractive like reallyunacceptable like hideous and I carried that with me until about 21 but it's nice to hear hey you sexy u cute because it's so rarely
And I said I'm.gonna.love.the way my w ife looks just as much as she love the way I do





 But is it important ???


No but it helps


Everyone wants to be perfect for their partner even if their partner don't mind  It's like you don't want to embarrass them when they go out n so with deep seated hatred for the way I look I want the ego to be right something tomake me smile like my baby finds me attractive



Can darkskin blush

Yes

Oh shit pain Texted back

"Leave me aloneyou with that bitch life go be happy with her"

Damn it's like that pain fine I will be I'm a take that ugly girl out n show her the world.......that is until she dumps me ......



I feel ugly and life is ugly I guess we fit more than I thought