back to misanthopy (rough)

I know it seems like it haven't been the long I was on a godly type time well I still am but I am now starting to love myself but hating everyone wanted to be with myself until I desire human contact due to the messed biology of humans. but if I could I would be by myself always im the only one who gets and choose to listen to both of my opinion I've done it soo long I can even come up with multi opinions about a topic its sad but its the only I can find happiness because im tired ask people to be interested in me  I find my self interesting enough I give my opinion when I need to and when I need to I come here I keep trying to come back but it always fails but now since I feel like an total outkast like a complete misfit I don't have a choice I don't facebook to know what im doing or going through and my tweets don't get views even when I talk about an important topic if I tells my friends this they will roast and laugh my girl will feel like im not making the effort to open myself so its not really showing interest if I tell you correct so yea I will opt to be quiet and just tell you my blog or you the reader because you have given me something a person in my life at this current moment haven't : A listening ear. if you clicked this link you must of liked something or wanted to know something about me and me alone you didn't come for anything but me that's why I rap I want people to listen and actually be interested in what I say because they might have the same the thought or idea. so again I say thank you for reading and I promise I will give more content and change the site a bit