a poem i made

KNOW THIS
i havent felt like this in a while
look at me
try to feel what i feel
i feel nothing
am i suppose to
its like i depleted everything
nothing is left but fumes
and ashes
the ashes come from the tobacco
i use to pacify me from the stressful
things i put up with
my bags are packed I'm ready to go
i tell you to reflect me
because i feel you beat me to it
did my kisses mean anything
did my words mean anything
did my actions mean anything
did my attempts mean anything
but if they did we wouldn't be apart
separated
split up
dispersed
unrequited love is a bitch
so ill match you and you match me
and feel neutral
but only you can make me stay
let the pain affect you and ill drop my bags
but until then
BYE