5: 23 (wait i noticed the time is wrong on my blog. why??)

ember ,romona, amy = the only3 that seem to matter ill explain it because iwant to put it on the blog the pics i downloaded they fit so well. but one person i believe will always be a lisa miller (a friend  who just tease) like whats the point and other one i called lisa miller have changedon me drasticly like we dont even talk any more this was my best friend best fucking friend (maybe my crush on her fucked it ) and i feel sometime of way about it because like wtf changed ugh but my emotions have been running wild lately mainly love n hate people dont know whats its like to be at the extreams of both sides like i do i want love and i would do everything for it even sacrfice things and i never get it as soon as i say im gonna reain single i get nothing but attention yall cant do that to me im emotionally unstable and mentally dependent on my emotions (i want food) it will have me confused and easily put me on the dark side (starting to feel tired) oh yea shadow got fixed (yay!) i missed him so much i was riding it gave me freedom i cant wait to ride again (hunger and tired is a bad mix ) ive been listening to mickey factz alot that guy is sick i swear he is quickly rising up in the ranks of artists who influence me (bacon eggs anc cheese with toast and hot coco and sleeping with a big conforter and sweatpants) listening to l.e.s by childish gambino and im thinkin about awkward black girl and her relationship with white jay n now i want something like that(wait is love all you think about like focus on music) iben trying to make new songs and the only songs that comes out are songs about females(thanks alot mickey fothermuckin factz -_-)i mean i can do other kind thats something i perfer for now at least i really dont mind because i know in about a month or two its not gonna be like this (stop lying you gonna belike this all winter ugh this is gonna be a long season) wait its 6 well 5:52 already jeez i guess im going (yea right you gonna go down stairs and get something to eat like now because we are hungry) to sleep .........peace (finally )