recluse watching nutty professor 2

This night mark   one if the biggest nights of the year today is the day where I realized why I wanted to keep everything to myself in the first place you talk to people and they act stupid (the fuck wrong with romoana snapping at us because we was venting she know we hate it when we get told what to do )Especially when I already know but (what about that gf of ours) leaving us alone after uncle benji passed (first role model aka mj to us ) I know (I still think that you should move back to the way you were before ) I cant n u know it became I am getting better (we can do both meditate to be more inside n only outgoing when necessary ) maybe its the only option (that means no wife ) I know but we talked about love alot (yea but this is not what was planned she cant call or text its soo much drama with her) it is alot though but (is she worth ) ...................ill think about it