recluse smoking during a snow storm

Now anyone who knows me knows when I meet a person I get involved with I turn to an open book I tell everything because I think thats how it have to be and I demand the same respect thats why im upset if you keep something from me especially if its small I will feel offended by that and shut down im a human. Vault I hold many secrets some mines some others and I feel if I let you know mine you special I shouldn't have to use my blog for that but yet I do im going revert back to my previous ways becoming that loner once again only one knows things is me and me alone its fuxked when you cant go to your own lover family or friends you gotta rely on a website smh but this is the only way I could cope so let me cope or pass the rope so I can choke