sensitivity and vulnerability

all im gonna say is some thing maybe should stay in the matrix but its hard when you become vulnerable to someone. maybe i should just kick everyone out the matrix and start anew. it sounds like a good idea. it hurts easier when people are in it anyway. at least the core is not affect completely key word COMPLETELY  feeling upset to upset to put the signature. its been like this for a while . furthermore i have an interview(s) u have to go on tomorrow so no staying up for me :(