morebs please

ok my friend (well he was really acting like one lately) is in a coma due to acar crash due to  his gangster friends (who btw left him in the car rubble(what good friends)) ii guess due to us insulting him but everyone in the group is insulted im worried more about his brother vic because he might want revenge but i cant help but think this is my fault (isthat selfish) because we could yave took him back before but he did betray us continuously but ugh idk what to think about this subject  im still in delaware currently in the middle listening to be with kat between girls,music and friends i havent once thought about a job im starting to feel like ch a lil a homeless(wait ... i have a home2 actually) music artist who is struggling with this life and my stubbornness ,personality, past and my mind keeps me back i dont want a sob story because i dont need one and wont like them but its a blog for a reason and ill use for the reason of getting things off my chest besides rapping since all i rap about is girls now (in process of writing middle name dames vol1 :be peparered to hate me )