all alone

yo i would say im buggin but im not i love so fast (being IN love not that much) but yea because i love hard love fast love right love wrong go in go deep go go hard and live love long (thanks briana latrice) because of this most time i want the person im loving all the time thats not how it works i lost so many because i loved hard i loved fast if u give it up when i just met you  if i love right i wouldnt be alone(clever) but i am idk but some how my gf (if that what she still is ) story dont make sence ok she said she only talk to me n sohe so busy she cant most of the time but yet she told she was talking to her ex (double nono) and her myyearbook status says she need text buddies (WHAT!!!!)why all that you may wonder ummm let me see the last text i got from her is may 8th its almost june so who do she want to text her not to mention her status says single n many ask y am i holding on tbh im really not its like a slight grip of memories  of good times in the honeymoon stage (which was short lived compared to my other gfs) sad but true but i think its over but enough about that (this might be a long post) back to this music shit everything in my life is fuckin it up n shit im getting pissed about im so bummy sleeping at so and so house not to go home on some ch shit we are more similar then one might think real quick to the few blog critics out there who like saying my blog is a grammar and spelling nightmare (there is a nice handfull) idc you dont have to read because my new line is check the blog