lenore anti love machine (completely stolen from charles hamilton well the title at least )

why the title idk 


















but i can guess why i picked that title (insert bitching and moaning about females) and (insert more bitching) howabout the fact that(insert bitching about a completely different topic) 










oh yeah i turned my phone off because i was getting people ... in general but i will random turn it on because i want to know who noticed or not im kinda hoping for no new messages or calls why (insert another drop)














well i kinda dont want to depend that much on technology so this can be a nice little experiment 


i haven't sleep at alll im not  tired 
i will be around 10 maybe get myself a red bull










oh yea i was smoking im stressed dammit you complaining about it make it worse 










DUH DUMB ASS PEOPLE WHO HAPPEN TO READ THESE RANDOM POST 


THE HELL I WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE GET A LIFE 
LIKE I KNOW I DONT HAVE A LIFE BUT YOU HAVE LESS OF A LIFE THEN ME 




GO ON FACEBOOK MYYEARBOOK TAGGED OR TWITTER DO SOMETHING ELSE WITH YOUR TIME 












BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

morebs please

ok my friend (well he was really acting like one lately) is in a coma due to acar crash due to  his gangster friends (who btw left him in the car rubble(what good friends)) ii guess due to us insulting him but everyone in the group is insulted im worried more about his brother vic because he might want revenge but i cant help but think this is my fault (isthat selfish) because we could yave took him back before but he did betray us continuously but ugh idk what to think about this subject  im still in delaware currently in the middle listening to be with kat between girls,music and friends i havent once thought about a job im starting to feel like ch a lil a homeless(wait ... i have a home2 actually) music artist who is struggling with this life and my stubbornness ,personality, past and my mind keeps me back i dont want a sob story because i dont need one and wont like them but its a blog for a reason and ill use for the reason of getting things off my chest besides rapping since all i rap about is girls now (in process of writing middle name dames vol1 :be peparered to hate me )

all alone

yo i would say im buggin but im not i love so fast (being IN love not that much) but yea because i love hard love fast love right love wrong go in go deep go go hard and live love long (thanks briana latrice) because of this most time i want the person im loving all the time thats not how it works i lost so many because i loved hard i loved fast if u give it up when i just met you  if i love right i wouldnt be alone(clever) but i am idk but some how my gf (if that what she still is ) story dont make sence ok she said she only talk to me n sohe so busy she cant most of the time but yet she told she was talking to her ex (double nono) and her myyearbook status says she need text buddies (WHAT!!!!)why all that you may wonder ummm let me see the last text i got from her is may 8th its almost june so who do she want to text her not to mention her status says single n many ask y am i holding on tbh im really not its like a slight grip of memories  of good times in the honeymoon stage (which was short lived compared to my other gfs) sad but true but i think its over but enough about that (this might be a long post) back to this music shit everything in my life is fuckin it up n shit im getting pissed about im so bummy sleeping at so and so house not to go home on some ch shit we are more similar then one might think real quick to the few blog critics out there who like saying my blog is a grammar and spelling nightmare (there is a nice handfull) idc you dont have to read because my new line is check the blog

HEYZEUS [savior]

HEYZEUS [savior]