idont feel so good

A lupe song but also matches my mood I feel useless y? Beacuse I'm unproductive and out of love I mean I love a lot of ppl ok I take that I have love some ppl but I don't feel that bf/gf love that I yearn and need I'm a lover but like a bottle and pacifer I have to ween myself off of it I wanna be coldhearted because no one show me the ammount I need so I'm like a cannibal I can't have the meat o want so I wanna to not eat meat my last hope seems like she don't wanna be with me like I'm a good guy y the fuck not but its cool because when the siummer is over and the weather gets cold so will my heart