pand t

ill ratther get PIERCING then TATOOS idk y but i have been tellin ppl imight get a tougue im only half serious ABOUT GETTING ONE BUT I DO WANT a piercing of some sort n i need to start working out again i got a goal to have an acceptable [beach] body not all crazy b pumper [commence pumper dance] type husky but just sexy i cangoto NJ n they be like omg i wanna slob on his knob then i look down and be like where my dick go lol[ go watch odd future rella video] but im bored back to porn games and food

Self esteem Suide

you fat black stanking motherfucker
you a bad boyfriend bad son and a bad brother
im broke so i have to dress like a bum
i didnt even get my dipolma im so fn dumb
along with my family im bad at being a best friend
and rapping
what happen
when is this gonna end


[im done]

7pills 3cuts n3 hours later......?
nuffin happen
nuffin fn happen
NOTHING
FUCKING
HAPPEN
2nd S.A OF THE YEAR

the highlight of my day is prob gonna be going to the liberary foh i need a hug

ALON3

As much as im alone im supprised i never made post about it ..........ok it was menticon but never as a main topicn idc if i have its my blog but im not alone physically but it more of emotionally ,sexually (masterbation not her fault tho .....yet) n musically ii listen to trip hop nu metal jazz and etc but you see im different cant get along with people that well [my answer to my antisocial-ness] i guess
happy without me
i shouldnt givea fuck
writing sloppy
fuck trust
give it right up
but on the other hand
another man
can find what i lost

random poem.......or is it heres a nothter

fuck everyone around me some of them
dont want me to be happy
im used to fun but getting the f out
put it infront of happy to wonder y i pout
i walk to clear my mind or get away from problems
itsw funny how most times i start them
they say u snooze uu lose
well im only happy in my sleep idc if i lose


im done

I NO I HATE THE LOOK TOO

I try to make it look different but it came out lke this ugh i fuckin hate it
just like alot of peopple they hate me n i finally no y
i love too hard
but scared to fall n love
and they fall in love
n they are in it with me
its a said relaiztion i found out a whgile ago but its what evr
but neway
i have also notice my life now revolves around
games
porn
music
n food

that is terrible i hate the fact that it is true tho
lissten i dont have a job
ore going to school
or have friends

well i have friends there are either
A too busy to hang out or
B too far to hang out
or sometimes both
but ...
neway if yall cared
but yall dont because im never asked
the music is fine welll kinda

i got consepts n lyrics but
too many distractions
neway

LOVE
LIVE
DOMO
;]

Hearts heartache

Hearts heartache
listen to this track bitch

today nobody cares but tomarrow they will

ttooken out of context and still make since thanks lu but is true thoeveryone had an excuse/reason not to hang out now when i stay in its a problem. like what the fuck a beautiful ass friday FRIDAY and im alone then it hit me i wasnt alone i had charles hamilton wasalu jaco asher roth kendrick lamar olubowale akintimehin juaquin malphrus briana latrice joe budden joell ortiz dominick wickliffe ryan mountgomey etc its a shame where people from various place help u more then your friends smh but listen ....... naw nvm idc tbh i dont know why i still make these noone reads them if they did i could tell but what ever i guess if i die they can read this in feel bad like y didnt we help n somewhere on the blog its gonna say ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT DUMBASS MAYBE IF YOUR WOULD HAVE SAID I LOVE YOU BACK WHEN I WAS ALIVE I PROBOLEY WONT BE DIED yup somethiung like that

u just do the opposite

not the fuckin first time i heard this from a girl i was goin with yannie and she said that phrase and that im young check this out when helping someone u doint push ur veiws on someone u u give advice or give a 3rd eye but thjis gotta be short because even more unstableneed mee :(

the Last Memories of Severus Snape

positivty 1-2-2012 _ 2-11-2012

ok ever since my suicide failure on the first day of the year i said i was going to be positive for the rest of the year and if that wasn't a hard few weeks well it soften up the 16th but it was still hard it seem when u walk on the good bright side the more the darkness come but if ur in darkness u get used to imean i really wish i could go back in timein fix my life but shit who dosent maybe im suppose to be this way( u no damn that not true )why the hell not it is (nigga there is people in Africa starvi...) stfu about that because i don't fucking live in Africa there are people here who are ..(in that s ur problem stop comparing ur life with other ppls) i cant they awesome life ias all around (stfu yoo u sound stupid) u too another person to tell me what i say is bull shit (...) see even i think im wrong i hate myself nothing to like im ugly im rude n sadistic and i dint care im anti social n weird not unique weird im not a good musician rapper lyricist flowist or even producer its like i thought that was my talent i guess i don't one im useless im jobless lazy un motivated just an all around bad person maybe trhe worse

couples songs

since v day is right around the coner i decided to do the song that was connected to our relatship illl use nicenames so ppl wont no and the song i mad for u

yannie: black and gold/bite
boo boo kitty fuck :two tatoos/jade
kitten:all my life /y should i
jf:come back to u /sugar to shit

Tommy Wiseau's "The Neighbors" Trailer

two homelessppl

u just have to watch this below

Butt Naked Wonda, Big Brotha Thunda and The Masta Blasta

Derrick's Shouting Homeless Realtor

hiiii

look at the 3 videos and the blog post two of them are songs and one is an edited seneane on a movie i locve ur girl unless u are girl then i love u lol immma goon boss killa lemprcan a samiutal goblin and most ogf all DOMO

wcth this lol

http://youtu.be/LGEL7Hz0vXg

i couldnt sleep last night n idk y

first of tgif im in delaware
n shit
do u no wat i loive
stuff ok
i was forced to make a blog post
idint want to
but she watching me
she might kill me :(
ok i do a few condfessiion
1 i hate to smile it hurts my face
2 i suck my thumb only if im tired or upset (or when im tranquil)
3 so far only 3 white girls got pastr my radar adale lily allen and the girl from harry potter belartrix lastrange
4 i cant fight (yeah right try me)
5 i have songs on my mp3 that i have yet to listen to
6 i love rootbeer under cream soda
7 ill hump the shit out whatever u on o.0
8 ive met the girl of my dreams in my dreams
9 i fight in my sleep sometimes
1o tommy wiseua is a funny guy
11 arthur is a good show
12 i used to masterbate in public (n i think thats enough )
i fight evil and watchn(not look) good during it
oh and
13 i saw stupid hoe by nicki minaj im slowing losing attraction to her in order to fuck her she gotta have her vocal cord cliped no wig she cant look at me or make noice she irk my soul no shoes or headphones
getit


.........
\
no
think about it
im out