last day of the year

fuck 2011 nuffin was special about ok i had a job shit 2 butgot fired from both because of some bs ihad girl broke up been single ever since lcant stand both myparent but who can i have awriters block when i always have something to say i wnt to a psych ward n LOVED it theren found out i have and over active typhoid n for the last half of the year i was alone not in physically but mentally like noone can get me its like im singled ou i feel like im above human like im here to save the world like clark kent butim to sucicidal n slow to live that wrong if i dont do it today i will do it april 20th ,june9th or december25th but im preetty sureim gonna do it today no love nofriend guess im going to play the game and cut myself till ibleed to death i already go two so about 10000 more to go