Let me[2]

Let me[2]

last day of the year

fuck 2011 nuffin was special about ok i had a job shit 2 butgot fired from both because of some bs ihad girl broke up been single ever since lcant stand both myparent but who can i have awriters block when i always have something to say i wnt to a psych ward n LOVED it theren found out i have and over active typhoid n for the last half of the year i was alone not in physically but mentally like noone can get me its like im singled ou i feel like im above human like im here to save the world like clark kent butim to sucicidal n slow to live that wrong if i dont do it today i will do it april 20th ,june9th or december25th but im preetty sureim gonna do it today no love nofriend guess im going to play the game and cut myself till ibleed to death i already go two so about 10000 more to go

The eve of new year eve1st copy

The eve of new year eve1st copy

The most disappointed I have ever been

Yo fuck today I may be whining but its better then cutting besides the fact I got a wallet for christmas (thanks mom) I was trying to get my new fone then chill with my.ex but she didnt answer ok cool w/e ill hang with the bros the guy with the fone took too long so I went to cheltenham my friends r nowhere to be.found plus I couldnt get.my fone so im.gonna binge on something n got mute for a while sorry

updates n sht

fuck i cant writetoo much shit on my mind and not tghe right instrumental to behonest imslippin more inmy fantasy world and i belivethatswhatsfuckin me up n shit i seea differentworld like im in a place with my gf with superposwers n shit im tired of pepole trying to sayor dolike they canin these shoesi see all blackusee light blue why.....aorry my mood is fucked upi hatepeople

I hateu

You know that saying everything is not going to go ur way well nuffin goes my way im tired of it all I wamna od but to od on Ime sick sad upset and tired night ill makw alonger one later like anybody reads thia im a.fuckin failure

If I play sonic the hamilton 7 out of 10 I'm upset

and this is y i cantbe happy

people not one person in this fuckin life understands me either get mad confused or just dontcare im letting yall know now this will be the most depressing mixtape eva the depressing december no da depressing december 3d ilike that fuckthe others im going to play devil may cry 4 i love that game andgo to sleep while lising to korn and on thatnote
peace

all this time

yay thiswill be my 151st post!!!! i didnt know gettin a blog will help mystress well it did but i got a mp3 player an 8g but come to find outi lost it it yesterday while it was raining buti did get a new game and controller devil may cry 4 bitch!!!!! but its aloton my mind about alot since i JUST found out aboutcharles hamilton illumatati exsperence like wtf that dude was my idol in music and i find out they push a female persona onhim likeWTF maybe it was his imagination gonewild idkbut thats something to think aboutand on that note

you left me
just to come back
pick me up
just 2 put me down
inorder to put u 1st
maybethefirst will give me clousure
first day of the year
maybe made with cheer
maybe you wouldnt care
but we should be happy u here
peace

I had a dream that zombies took over Costco n i got stuck in the toy store n I had to jump out the window onthat note

idkoncemore

i need an amy rose or at least a peach
amyrose-a female who has acrush on u
peach-a girl you have to fight for

Wow Shit crazy

10 things that turn me on (first sight)

1.ponytails
2.headphones
3.darker complexion
4.real hair
5.thick(sorry skinny girls i still love yall)
6.boobs
7.ass
8.litle ass teeth
9.no makeup (only if needed)
10.flamboyent colors

1.idk whyi even like this feature i guessitsbecause itsasimple hairstyle andif ucanmake that look good u a good lookin girl

2.idk why i like this one eitherbut i do so go geth the, skullcandys lol

3.made a whole song abot this go download the mixtape

4.its nothing better then seeing no weaveand real hair weave is a lil sign of insercurty i like dreads as well :)

5.idk its make me wanna beat them they sojuicy

6. not just big boobs but nice lookin boobs thats proption to ur body like a c cup isurssally not big but on a skinny girl damn!

7. same as 6

8.this createsa cute as smile so when im lookin at ur mouth im not thinkin bout headbut "damn this girl has a cute ass smile "

9.natural beauty is the best but some girls look better with it sorry

10.colors hitthe human eys firstso if u wearing yellow or pink(pink is better) then its automatic turnon (because of this ihate when old ppl wear them itsthe complete opposite)