smh

AS some might have known i have wanted to kill myself recently (i still so fall the fuck back ) and i was kept sayin it was the fact i was alone but no its because im shown know affection (idont want hear in calls saying" oh i show u affection" because if u did i wont say it) but i confuse love with affirction i have many that love but didnt show affrection but the only ppl that make me happy always leave like stop that shit (and bri yes im still tryin to get over this penn state shit plz give me time)