another negative post

maybe because i need something to vent to i cant on the mic i dont have one im livin with my mom now because im tired of my fn dad and his house its too small i dont like nuffin except the fact i can rap i made alist about the things i hate about me but its soo much more it never get fuckin easy always harder im not goin to make it to 25 not because of cops gangs or stupid shit its gonna be because im stressed out and had enough money to buy a gun or buy pills or both either way im killin thyself most likely im cuttin myself today or tomorrow life is nuffin but a path to die and btw my birthday is only happy because its closer to death peace