all i do is

i hate that i cause pain ok
i hate ppl made which make me upset and feel bad about me
ok it was my gf my friend and my best female friend
ok with my gf our personiltys clash and makes an automatic battle field if we both not in a boo lovin mood our ideas and ways that we handle shit makes us get mad or upset at each other
my friend no comment
my best friend she dont talk to me nemore now u will say time tore us apart but its nuffin like that its just like y cant we go back to what we was ?
its a lot of other shit but its not really botherin me
peace and much love to u

another negative post

maybe because i need something to vent to i cant on the mic i dont have one im livin with my mom now because im tired of my fn dad and his house its too small i dont like nuffin except the fact i can rap i made alist about the things i hate about me but its soo much more it never get fuckin easy always harder im not goin to make it to 25 not because of cops gangs or stupid shit its gonna be because im stressed out and had enough money to buy a gun or buy pills or both either way im killin thyself most likely im cuttin myself today or tomorrow life is nuffin but a path to die and btw my birthday is only happy because its closer to death peace

here

well since i was forced to ..i mean i wanted to do this by my own free will :) this is a poem to show my gf my poetry skills

if any words can describe us is imperfect mistake but beautiful

now u might be asking how ill tell u

after i said after my last break up i said fuck love i will be single

my geometry mind said to look at love at another angle

my answer was to be told at midnight

Cinderella got here wish i told her we might fight

because im differcult to play wit

chill wit stay wit

my loyalty makes me never quit

u must got that from me

because u didnt quit on me so i see

even when everyone said "girl u could be free

u dont need him niggas anit shit"

but shes not quick to quit

even if my shit make her flip

she care not because love is a hole and she tripped

in it

im glad to spend it

with her i own no need to rent it

and the heart a house and we went home

everyone else is by myself and with her im not alone

just hold me as i speak

and ill hold u as u critique

affectionate wants

and my affectionate needs

as we go though the months

we are goin to bleed

but if love is the heart we just bleedin love

if i fail this time ill be done with love word to above

10 things i hate about me

Charles hamilton made a mixtape called this so i made a list too

1. I'm unattractive (too me )

2.i have very low self esteem(as shown by the 1st one)

3.I talk to myself alot(because i only understand me)

4.i over think alot(suicdel feelings)

5. I'm a brat (moms fault)

6.I hate to be wrong(dads fault)

7.I have a very bad temper(the 1st 3 fault)

8.I fall in love very fast(hopeless romantic)

9.I sometimes crack under pressure(weakness)

10.I fight everybody i love the most(i cant control that)

reason

ok i havent updated this because i couldnt get internet connection
well shit has poped off in my life i need to talk to someone but everyone else either dont wanna listern or have their own life its not bitchin i could show u bitchin it more of just weakness never said i wasnt weak and now the only thing i was sure of in my life is now being doubted nuffin in this life is remotely right shit it really seem like everybody who had my back seem to be gone smh idgaf
well im gonna leve now i gotta wash my hair
Love Always shine Everytime Remeber 2 Smile