overthinkin or

after another of feeling unloved unwanted and unsatisfied i walk the streets of Philly to think one of my ideas was to negate everybody from my life because i just feel sometimes im too dependent on others and i don't want to if my friends don't go downtown im not going downtown if my friends not rappin im not rappin its a stupid lil thing that also make me incapable to make my own decisions i go through once and its sad i want it over but im digress this lil experiment can help me experience (cant spell) what people would do without me like would their world crumble or Will it get stronger or would it in general stay the same and i didn't make much of a difference its a easy way to find out but its just a thought tho nuffin is set in stone.