could i

could i want u if i never expericne you ...........love you and never saw you ...........need you and never had you ...........miss you and u never left me idk if it possible but it happends to me to you and it increase what im lackin for me and you but i dont want it because me and you never should have done it to me and you learn to care and trust me? you? no..... us

overthinkin or

after another of feeling unloved unwanted and unsatisfied i walk the streets of Philly to think one of my ideas was to negate everybody from my life because i just feel sometimes im too dependent on others and i don't want to if my friends don't go downtown im not going downtown if my friends not rappin im not rappin its a stupid lil thing that also make me incapable to make my own decisions i go through once and its sad i want it over but im digress this lil experiment can help me experience (cant spell) what people would do without me like would their world crumble or Will it get stronger or would it in general stay the same and i didn't make much of a difference its a easy way to find out but its just a thought tho nuffin is set in stone.

curren$y

How u can start anything about curren$y and not say jets life nigga curren$y is one of those lyricist where you kno u willl have fun listening to his metaphors and consepts are sick but the thing thats the best thing about is his flow the way he says basic shit is just sound hot but hey thats jets for u his only vice is that is hemight get pigetholded to just a pothead rapper but something i forgot his nice talent to tell stories like biggie and lupe the way he does is soo soo J.E.T.S FOOL(it means just enjoin this shit and i didnt get my name from it)

Sucka for love?

maybe i am i hate thee feelin unlove but i hate the feelin of fallin love bring "love anit shit everyone runnin jumping falllin in love but can anybody tell me how to stay there"-isaiah washigton but it soo true everyone want love but when u fall u take risk of gettin hurt i gotta have a steelheart or whatever because my heart been punched slashed ran over dropped forgotten and everything else but i go right THE FUCK BACK TO IT i gotta condition my heart to hate everyone and just give out love so ppl can fall in love with me but i wont fall in love with them so when theey fall ouut i wont be hrt

Im addicted to allfor me by xv download zero heros

Love

i want it and i dont know why but ive felt the pain of the outcome amd istill try do i like being hurt pushed in the dirt blood on the shirt naw naw not that it must be the fact of the feeling it brings happiness genuine happiness brightens everything around me and she whoever she may be i always leave that a mystery because i dont know how could be a miss to me hugs n kisses kisses and hugs turn to rubs on hips and twist in to love sex have some with me intercouse im inside u do u feel me gyration makes the penatration lovely so just sit there waitin for me to returni said my lust rushed to my head i wish i was dead and floati with angel up above ok i dont want i just want love can i have it please...please

WOW Today

To be honest today was kinda ass i mean i record(barely) i went downtown (suppose to meet ppl downthere)and thats it but about the thing that made it bad is the fact i gt ppl mad never on my agenda i never want to but i did but now im startin not to care about anybody like i dont wanna beat myself up over something i cant control so i cant beat myself over the life flaws

Confession:i cant sleep unless i have a conforter of any sort even in warm weather

Iam sam is one of my fav movies

Confession: i found out i have 2 sides of me a side that loves and another that hates me and they fight everyday
smh on that note...peace

Confession: Im still a brat who wont grow up because i feel if i grow up i would hate myself completely

Confession: i hate when things dont go my way it fucks up my whole day (haha it rhymed) but seriously i do like if u gonna do something do it dont lie to me

Lupe Fiasco - I'm Beamin

Lupe Fiasco

FnF up

lupe fiasco is just in my head the greast lyricist he would have been first but he dont make beats hes one of those rappers where his punchline prob wont be caught unless u are really listein or if u go back to listen to it and to be honest i think thats his only vice hes over too many people head which makes him underrated he has lyrics that make words work for him perfectly and his consepts are outta control hes is one of the people that i will work with.

Charles Hamilton's "Loser" Official Video

Charles Hamilton

My mans ch ok i dont kno him but the way he tells hisself in his music makes me feel like i do another thing i admire besides his honest ways is his uniqueness imean look at what hes wearin(peep where i got the headphones from ) hes just dont give a fuck i like that he wear what he want. now when it comes to the music i just think he hands down the hardest workin hip hop artist ever he lyrics be on point and his (self produced) beats are the illest how can u hate him ?his mouth is his only vice(irony :his mouth is want made him hot)(pause) but as i said he dont give a fuck and around people who do that causes a problem but i would love to work with sonic the hamilton (thats always where i get my blog url from jett the shadow) one day hes truely my hip hop idol

Confession:I love words with prefix and suffix in them

MY TOP LIST OF ARTISTS

1.Charles Hamilton 2.Lupe Fiasco 3.Curren$y 4.Dmx 5.J3tt Blizzzi when i have the time i will give an explaination about these 5

I need to get cordinated and check myself im gonna update later when im at a plce for my charger

Something that i discoverd everygirl who learns to like me (platonic or otherwise) will eventually hate me .... Funny thing i show them what they want smh

Today was the worse ok it wasnt that bad but i bored for most of and i saw black ppl and white ppl seprated it fn sad but alot of bs tho but now i will write >3