march is here still motherfuckin from june nota damn thing better it only got worse
ppl always ask i say fine or whatever but anit shit fine with me my death wish worsen with each passing day the only thing stoppin me is the punishment of hell other then nothing else stop me from odfing or sliting my wrist since im a private person my family dont know shit they might have a slight clue but thats it if there was a way to kill yaself n go to heaven ill go or a way to leave this life n start over im always there to try to be there when ppl go thro shit and where they at if i pushed them away i never knew but if i didnt where are they i was planning on getting my ex pregnant so i can stay in the world happy but no baby bittersweet
but a baby is not the only thing that makes me happy but idont kno what else but wen im alone .........i think
in other news imight turn my fone off and isolate myself from the world im was feelin worthless from june so maybe if i get my life (mind
) right ill prob can turn my life around smmfgdh i need help right now shit a hug or something
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