the reason .... i belive

i have been very irate these last few days n i have a reason i belive ok besides the fact that i havent found a job yet,my fone was turned off,i cant write(writers block)and the fact i had no money i havent smoked. thats wat i belive was the main reason of my anger n my unlust for life i havent been likein life from day one but now i hate it but its either that or the fact that ppl around me (jaz the rapper , ybe ) are makin in my dreams (proformin ,makin vids n fans) i dont like that shit i dont step on toes but they not me i belive that me ,zenny,cooly smooth and neek are way better then them but this is what i belive i would have made a blog but this is not lettin me up load vids another thing to put on mmy list also (my 50 is gonna get pissed at this ) i dont have no body to talk to (omg im in soo much trouble) i mean i do have friends n my girlfriend(50=girlfriend) but i dont think my friends wanna hear me complain n my girl is busy so when its time to talk she falls to sleep so this on top of other numberous reasons is why im so quick tempered i wonder if celabs and indie artists go through the same problems.............i dont think soooo

ok peace on a two way street(new signature )