the vision of

me to think of me without anger its like anger comes with depression n unhappiness so happiness is never for me its just content ihave no feelings inside me i dont like anything about myself at all i wish i was just gone with the wind

bored at 3

tomarrow im goin to record
n it gonnna be hot
fuck ya girl
n what evrt u thing
i am the law

bored at 4

ok i have really nuffin to talk about i just wannna blog but its 4 so WHO THE FUCK IS UP im really really needy as hell but hey thats me ok heres another thing about me i have insomia im watchin youtube vides (nostalgia critic ,bob ross)i should be workin but i fuckin cant goo ttooooo sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
2 days left before i retire lol
zuul u cock suckin motherfucker zuul lol
god im bored peace on a two way street(is it workin as a signature)

this made me laugh the most today lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkRe_K-EjHU

the reason .... i belive

i have been very irate these last few days n i have a reason i belive ok besides the fact that i havent found a job yet,my fone was turned off,i cant write(writers block)and the fact i had no money i havent smoked. thats wat i belive was the main reason of my anger n my unlust for life i havent been likein life from day one but now i hate it but its either that or the fact that ppl around me (jaz the rapper , ybe ) are makin in my dreams (proformin ,makin vids n fans) i dont like that shit i dont step on toes but they not me i belive that me ,zenny,cooly smooth and neek are way better then them but this is what i belive i would have made a blog but this is not lettin me up load vids another thing to put on mmy list also (my 50 is gonna get pissed at this ) i dont have no body to talk to (omg im in soo much trouble) i mean i do have friends n my girlfriend(50=girlfriend) but i dont think my friends wanna hear me complain n my girl is busy so when its time to talk she falls to sleep so this on top of other numberous reasons is why im so quick tempered i wonder if celabs and indie artists go through the same problems.............i dont think soooo

ok peace on a two way street(new signature )

ugh

is it me i think it is but if we trade the i's for a we is it us both have the faults of an human so mistakes will be made but in lif eare to make mistake n never make them againor make them same mistake again so u can feel it idk but think about all i said thought n told u about love like love u i need u i want u n see if they dont add up because they do every bit but if love is so hard to have but evryone wants includein us so what do that make us idk idk idk tell me i want peace i jsut want peace but u kno distence is kickin outr ass for real

the wood