last day of the year part 1?

TO SAY IM NOT FUCKED UP IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT

but we have our flaws right? the things that set me apart is i dont kno how to control these feeling of doing bad. thats a problem for many things in my life i cant really explain bt i have lost alot because my ways n selfish ass attitude so i dont wish me to hurt ppl . thats all i do if ppl say no they have not hang outg with me but i cause pain more then alot of ppl think everything i do is wrong .im just bad at everything bad friend bad boyfriend bad brother bad son bad man im not even a man i guess because its not proven ive do things that men do so im not one everyone life time n daze would be better wiuthout not a suiceide warning just ..............me:( whogive a fuck nobody so y should i

internal battle(friends vs loneness)

The mirror looks back at me n a wonder
i stare back n feel bad as i ponder
"if i die which one of my friends would miss me
,diss me
or would they all forget me"
the mirror responds back
"as a intelligent person i find that
to be the dumbest thing ever said out a mouth
if u belive that then you dont know whats friends are about"
i give an yell and stated
"YOU DONT FUCKIN KNOW HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN WAITED
HOW I FEEL SO HATED
SO FUCKIN UNDERATED
IHATE BEING GRADED"
the mirror calmy says
"how many times thoughts run though ya head
how many times u wish u was died
how many times u said what u said
its so plain to see you hate life
but what do u do? nothing quick grab that knife
cut that skin
kill that pain
fuck ya friend
they are not here none of them are"
"but they could be if i give them a call"
"but are they promise to pick u up when u fall"
"idk but i will try them all"

voodoo

voodoo woman

hyponotizeing with one glance of her eyes
but not to be trusted a web of lies
is her main desguies
makking go between her theighs
false love only lust
no hearts just the touch
of a male gets her high
to the sky
never letting other shit go by
unnoticed
she focus
on tryin to get everyman
child
boy
kid
and everything else
no for them not for their weath
just because she has to do it for herself

depression or death

i feel like each day is closer to my death like i feel like its close like real close not that much makes me happy anymore the happy days the few that was there is over i tried suicide many times always failed attempts (duh) but its just feel like it was raining n my head for some time now and it mostly happend when im alone but most time i am just one i just wannna leave the feelings im feeling :hopelessness sorrow unimportance un lucky n overall unhappy u can call it cry i call it blogging wel im done noe gonna go take a nap before ii do something maybe i wont wake up yea that will be a happy ending
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update

Curren$y ft.Snoop Dogg-Seat Change[Download/New/July/2010]

shit old but hot

update

i need a my hair done like i can do it myself but im lazy n dont have the time for myself (lol im so selfish but yet against myself lol ) also im sick i cant find no body to take care of me and i cant go to noones house n shit like yall negros been sick lol but i got nobody n nothing to do but ne way as soon im fine me n neek need to work shit n cooly need to make movesss mane
monoarchy is dead yall can keep the crowns but remember boss is best of successful sounds-jett blizzi hot is hell
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quick lil music update

Modern Day Hippie- Neek fans out there his is currently workin on his next project name will be released at a later date but as soon as M.D.H is finished (recording,editing)it will be released

loyality

Define: faithfulness or a devotion to a person.
Do we all go by this defination? Of course not. We cant be loyal to everyone we come in contact with. Its impossible to people are goin leave your life. However to ya bestfriend or boyfriend/girlfriend its automatically expected. Now how can u be loyal to ya bestfriend only hang out with them(no) well how bout hang on their everyword(no) simply be truthful. Now we all know try to always please them is behyond reach for some but if u tell them the truth then ur loyal. Nowadays people mix being generous for loyality but its not the same. Now for the bf/gf part being with that person you are suppose to mix it with love and trust. If you are not loyal u not a good gf/bf. Now not cheatin is not the only way u cant loyal to ur mate. (got tired of puttin gf/bf lol) If ya mate says they need something a hug a toy money as a mate u should give it to them but dont be a sucker n give everything they want without nothing in return. When somebody give something unless they say not to u should get them something back. its only right.
this only part one part 2 is gonna be based on others opinions
ok peace on a two way street bye :)
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Passion Pit - Better Things

this is what chiddy bang sampled for their song "truth"

back to the blog again

im back here once again im try to do it at least once everyweek
now some updates:i j3tt blizzi can now add produceing on list of music things i do
i really like chiddy bang n thats maybe the reason im diggin deep underground now also u might be wondering y i gave up on facebook long story short it was just too much and im now on my music shit soo song will be put up here first then facebook later but most shit will be here ne way so its best to just stay here n to all is still wondering the mixtape is postponed indifintely(cant spell) till i can find a studio or make one so yea thats it
oh yea to follow me on twitter
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the vision of

me to think of me without anger its like anger comes with depression n unhappiness so happiness is never for me its just content ihave no feelings inside me i dont like anything about myself at all i wish i was just gone with the wind

bored at 3

tomarrow im goin to record
n it gonnna be hot
fuck ya girl
n what evrt u thing
i am the law

bored at 4

ok i have really nuffin to talk about i just wannna blog but its 4 so WHO THE FUCK IS UP im really really needy as hell but hey thats me ok heres another thing about me i have insomia im watchin youtube vides (nostalgia critic ,bob ross)i should be workin but i fuckin cant goo ttooooo sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
2 days left before i retire lol
zuul u cock suckin motherfucker zuul lol
god im bored peace on a two way street(is it workin as a signature)

this made me laugh the most today lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkRe_K-EjHU

the reason .... i belive

i have been very irate these last few days n i have a reason i belive ok besides the fact that i havent found a job yet,my fone was turned off,i cant write(writers block)and the fact i had no money i havent smoked. thats wat i belive was the main reason of my anger n my unlust for life i havent been likein life from day one but now i hate it but its either that or the fact that ppl around me (jaz the rapper , ybe ) are makin in my dreams (proformin ,makin vids n fans) i dont like that shit i dont step on toes but they not me i belive that me ,zenny,cooly smooth and neek are way better then them but this is what i belive i would have made a blog but this is not lettin me up load vids another thing to put on mmy list also (my 50 is gonna get pissed at this ) i dont have no body to talk to (omg im in soo much trouble) i mean i do have friends n my girlfriend(50=girlfriend) but i dont think my friends wanna hear me complain n my girl is busy so when its time to talk she falls to sleep so this on top of other numberous reasons is why im so quick tempered i wonder if celabs and indie artists go through the same problems.............i dont think soooo

ok peace on a two way street(new signature )

ugh

is it me i think it is but if we trade the i's for a we is it us both have the faults of an human so mistakes will be made but in lif eare to make mistake n never make them againor make them same mistake again so u can feel it idk but think about all i said thought n told u about love like love u i need u i want u n see if they dont add up because they do every bit but if love is so hard to have but evryone wants includein us so what do that make us idk idk idk tell me i want peace i jsut want peace but u kno distence is kickin outr ass for real

the wood

the way i feel

many ppl ask how and why i feel like i do honestly i dont know not one bit i just get in these mooods like im mad or upset and i cant really talk to nobody thats just how i was raised and i have some reason of why i might act like this :jelousy: jelous of what u might ask anybody im as an artist is a jelous person when i hear pl music i get discouaged about mine and godforbid if ppl like it it be like i have music like that they just wont listen to it because its not by someone they knowor another one is the disadtgantge i have wif ppl scheldues ok most ppl i know now have school or work this is baad because i have to wait to talk to them i cant and dont blame them but its still effect me then when they do call or whatever im not in the same mood as last time i have many problems and everytime i feel one i would put them on this blog yes

pt2 lookn below this one first

THIS IS THE SONG IN THE BACKGROUND
The perfect plan by Jett Blizzi

happy 3 monthsPT 1

ok to be honest i didnt think it was goin to be like this now ur mad u cant come down and im mad as hell tooo but plz i dont want u to lose what this day represents us comnin together as one to actually love one another and share the moment of life together now u might be sayin no we not because im here and ur there i no but its better to be far apart then not bein in a relationship but u goin to be just fine dont read more just watch the video!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:) XD ;) :P :O

dis is 4 her <------- dont this look retarded

music update

pictures

im back:)

to say its been a while is an understatement so im goin say i might be on this more now
ok to start things off i dyed my hair got a new girl and makin music i will post pictures and tracks up here now and for a while also if u do read this blog add my facebook http://www.facebook.com/JeTTpackkid from there u would get shit like short update also for music http://soundcloud.com/jett-blizzi but anything else its here come here for blog and music okie imma leave yall wif something