the vision of

me to think of me without anger its like anger comes with depression n unhappiness so happiness is never for me its just content ihave no feelings inside me i dont like anything about myself at all i wish i was just gone with the wind

bored at 3

tomarrow im goin to record
n it gonnna be hot
fuck ya girl
n what evrt u thing
i am the law

bored at 4

ok i have really nuffin to talk about i just wannna blog but its 4 so WHO THE FUCK IS UP im really really needy as hell but hey thats me ok heres another thing about me i have insomia im watchin youtube vides (nostalgia critic ,bob ross)i should be workin but i fuckin cant goo ttooooo sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
2 days left before i retire lol
zuul u cock suckin motherfucker zuul lol
god im bored peace on a two way street(is it workin as a signature)

this made me laugh the most today lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkRe_K-EjHU

the reason .... i belive

i have been very irate these last few days n i have a reason i belive ok besides the fact that i havent found a job yet,my fone was turned off,i cant write(writers block)and the fact i had no money i havent smoked. thats wat i belive was the main reason of my anger n my unlust for life i havent been likein life from day one but now i hate it but its either that or the fact that ppl around me (jaz the rapper , ybe ) are makin in my dreams (proformin ,makin vids n fans) i dont like that shit i dont step on toes but they not me i belive that me ,zenny,cooly smooth and neek are way better then them but this is what i belive i would have made a blog but this is not lettin me up load vids another thing to put on mmy list also (my 50 is gonna get pissed at this ) i dont have no body to talk to (omg im in soo much trouble) i mean i do have friends n my girlfriend(50=girlfriend) but i dont think my friends wanna hear me complain n my girl is busy so when its time to talk she falls to sleep so this on top of other numberous reasons is why im so quick tempered i wonder if celabs and indie artists go through the same problems.............i dont think soooo

ok peace on a two way street(new signature )

ugh

is it me i think it is but if we trade the i's for a we is it us both have the faults of an human so mistakes will be made but in lif eare to make mistake n never make them againor make them same mistake again so u can feel it idk but think about all i said thought n told u about love like love u i need u i want u n see if they dont add up because they do every bit but if love is so hard to have but evryone wants includein us so what do that make us idk idk idk tell me i want peace i jsut want peace but u kno distence is kickin outr ass for real

the wood

the way i feel

many ppl ask how and why i feel like i do honestly i dont know not one bit i just get in these mooods like im mad or upset and i cant really talk to nobody thats just how i was raised and i have some reason of why i might act like this :jelousy: jelous of what u might ask anybody im as an artist is a jelous person when i hear pl music i get discouaged about mine and godforbid if ppl like it it be like i have music like that they just wont listen to it because its not by someone they knowor another one is the disadtgantge i have wif ppl scheldues ok most ppl i know now have school or work this is baad because i have to wait to talk to them i cant and dont blame them but its still effect me then when they do call or whatever im not in the same mood as last time i have many problems and everytime i feel one i would put them on this blog yes

pt2 lookn below this one first

THIS IS THE SONG IN THE BACKGROUND
The perfect plan by Jett Blizzi

happy 3 monthsPT 1

ok to be honest i didnt think it was goin to be like this now ur mad u cant come down and im mad as hell tooo but plz i dont want u to lose what this day represents us comnin together as one to actually love one another and share the moment of life together now u might be sayin no we not because im here and ur there i no but its better to be far apart then not bein in a relationship but u goin to be just fine dont read more just watch the video!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:) XD ;) :P :O

dis is 4 her <------- dont this look retarded

music update

pictures

im back:)

to say its been a while is an understatement so im goin say i might be on this more now
ok to start things off i dyed my hair got a new girl and makin music i will post pictures and tracks up here now and for a while also if u do read this blog add my facebook http://www.facebook.com/JeTTpackkid from there u would get shit like short update also for music http://soundcloud.com/jett-blizzi but anything else its here come here for blog and music okie imma leave yall wif something

update before the summer end

this week was alright it was started out on monday when i recorded an original song then i started talkin to a nice girl she cool and its all good and shit but things are goin bad one member of my team is not having a good week the other member is haveing a girl trouble and me im having just a depression relapse but just like lupe said it just might be ok .................well actually it was gemstones aka gemini lol j blizz out tres

FWA

legion is on

Newness

Here everything thats new about everything that i like:i just found out that i like waledance

another thing is my first high rated vid coooooooooool

one more thing is that im crushin some girl but she like someone else the classic story of an werido am i rightand other girl iwas crushin she stop talkin to me and my ex finally stop carein about me it cool the shadow will be come from the dark in the day goodnight

TRES

racism

i read something that is crazy some high school has segearted  proms they said it for the music but that bullshit i think i can dance to country and other music that has been in the white sterotypes there is more to come.................................. 

True Realness

In this day in time people like being real but "real" is not actually easy to come by real is not changing for the people you are around but staying the same if we are all real there would be nothing to protect and that's means no defense mechanisms but we do so maybe you might not be "real" but you can be close ..........................oh and fuck the fakers and haters you know who you are.  Ps not an diss to vell