basquiat

basquiat
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Thursday, July 24, 2014

becoming my best friend again

This blog is becoming a diary
But its just not daily
It might start to be since when I was jimi this blog was my best friend
I was on here more than facebook now facebook is the first website I get on
Well not anymore im back on blogshit
Once again im public enemy number one of my unanamed significant other (still no character )
No I was thinking trinity but naw anyway if everything I done and everything I changed for her was money ill be balling her on the other hand would be the fuck broke she changed one fucking thing and since I have only one thing my attitude compared to her in rational attitude , her loudness her uncompromising thought , defensive mindset , rudeness that come from not seeing where im coming from I see her pov I would hate to be with a person whos always mad but if she did what I said I couldn't be mad I gave her the blueprint for my emotions she want to be stubborn and not use then and use her own thought process when I repeat Im not regular or normal so it wont work for me so just do like I ask /tell you  she dont so will continue to have problems (why dont u break up ) trust me I thought about it its hard not too tho irs like im fighting by myself (why ) because she dont see what I do n how I changed (y didnt u leave ) I love her im just at a major crossword i feel like she dont have my back im not attractive to her n we fight everyday we dont have a connection  (leave then nigger ) but when we not acting up we get along and think pretty similar and she had a hard life already (is that why u staying so u can have the hero complex) no its more of helping her n I can actually see us being happy like I have a feeling this is just a rough time right (so what if its not) but If Its not im looking stupid its always hard times (September 27th 2014) yes (make that a deadline) continue (if its no change in that time leave ) well .........continue yes/no