its been awhile

people said ive been depressive so i came off the blog for a while but its been a month im not going to job corps i was trying to go allied barton but they fucking with my e mail emotional ? ive been whimping does that answer your question ive been rocking back n forth on my bed whimping im tired nmow i feel bad now but im tired of talk while noone listening so this will b e another time i wont be back on this

this is nothing as I sit here listening ghost city by ch I wonder if I can even go as far to give up