trinity v ember aquatic

One wants to save me while I want to save another a sad lil cycle but that's my life love is an word that can be used as a verb and a noun you can love someone and have love for someone and yet with the same words this is a big difference I see nothing ann I of all people should know that its a hard thing to balance out and I'm learning how to the only thing the twin and voices are saying is (man up n move on you have a trinity so livewith that) but ifi {post incomplete} {retry? y/n}

thisis the result of being socialable

You care about other people feelings rather u like it or not s back to caring but destroying myself instead of just destroying others feeelings it hurts less I was about to change it but no let the self destruction continue

words that so called descibed me

wallflower,hipster,bohemian,hippy,freethinker,beatnik,new age thinker,weirdo,differenter all these labels i take it as way to live but i forgot some:writer,rapper,artist,smoker,mc,lover,pothead,knowledge seeker and etc so think about something before u say something something short for now listening to slaughterhouse

next generation

so I love romona I'm enternly in her debt but it is possible for u to love somone and not be with them I have also learned inlife its possible to love multiple people at one time it scary to think like this now since I been single for so long but it whattevr learnn to livce with it roll with the punches like i do everybody trys to tell me that i anit worth shit anmd that i dont have a problem im just lazy and dont resonbilty this maybe but its not something is wrong but yall dont know at all u never will untill u ask and i will say go to my blog buyt no obvsously im saying lies but me coving up these so called "lies" will be actual lies so i decide to shut up (again)yes again to focus onj art im going to delaware for awhile to do a sabatcal if i find my tablet fuck all who oppose