a new blog say what

lately shit was a rollorcoaster im currently single yes take it in single its a long story but lets say we be better as friends she might think ill jump right n thee sack with another girlbut im not im gonna stay single till absolutely nessary iknow i cant spell but who blog is it bitch im gonna start putin vids n shit up here n shit stay on the look out hahahaha sack
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Honestly ive been horny for the longest i havent busted a nut n so long its insane i have a craveing for pussy that i would like to satify smgdmfh lol
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i have no intenction of neglating u but i have an im sorry blog for the past few days ive gone thro alot of shit at one time neway download jade please n ty
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new song

jade the monster

Jade 1st copy by Jett Blizzi

Man the only thing in this world that made me better was music
later today i will be putting up a rough draft of my song tell me yall thoughts time to gts
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Hello my blog followers
ok the reason i havent made a blog in a while because some shit was goin on but dont worry i will return soon
with a normal blog
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i feel soo bad today and the past month io dont know how but i am icant try to shake out this funk i dotn like the fact that im by myself always alone by myself not emotionally but physically even at home while im workin and other shit and i feel bad and inferior to others and shit n shit iom makein this hsort for a reason im leaveing peace
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ok i said i would be a slave

ok fb shutting just mean we dont need social networking today imma try my hardest to not be on the internet idont know if it work its a shame where ppl gotta be on a website to be happy what happend to going outside or books or even tv yes tv the thing that ppl spend time hating on i bet its not evil now but its not compare to fb so im gonna stay on the internet for a while so i can see where would i be without it

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d3 (during da dream)

in my dream we sleep together every night and its true
during da dream I'm holding my pillow imagining its u
in my dreams we kiss each other while passionately lovemaking
during da dream with ever kiss i start shaking
with excitement? fear? lust? love?
you know wat all of the above
I'm excited that my dreams are commin true
I'm fearful that i might hurt u
its lust because u so beautiful
its love because without u it feel like a funeral
in my dreams my eyes are only yours
during da dreams u are in my eyesight even if they are closed
in my dreams my hands on feel ur body
during my dreams my hands feel nobody
in my dream my arms wrap around u
during my dreams its not true
do u wanna no y i kept rhyming true with u
because idont know if my dreams will come true
and if u would be in it will u?

A moment downtown in Philadelphia

(2/2) but tomarrow recording idk if i can promise a song but stay looking out ok goin to bed now stay at peace
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(1/2) Ok this is my first blog onthe go so now i got my fone set up i can blog from my fone soooo coool:) but today was pretty lame so i not goin to get n that

This is a test to see if my mobile blog work if it does yay
?no bs?

"i think you like being depressed"

i was told this maybe its right i like being depressed. idk maybe its because i feel confortable there like i know what to expect and if u low u cant get lower or can u but if im happy lil shit can quickly fuck up my mood im soo used to shit going my way and my mom always says the world dont revolve around me but its cool hey its whatever

Rythm of life by Zenny
this is a preveiw of before the dreamcomment and give a listen and support

speed of night (Inspired by manic by kid cudi)

i want the darkness


im used to the lack of light
i dont need it i dont go by sight
my eyes are wrong i cant trust them
if i would tears will touch the brim
of my two sockets
watch it
as they fall from cheek to chin
then once they are gone the anger begin
to take over till the darkness come
and confort the son
who buy the lies of the sun
and say that a sunny day is better the the bitter night
the light decives and scares and the night makes a better fight
so come on come one come all
because i feel invinceable when the night fall
simply put the message that get across to u
is the dark is not always bad it could be good too

first day of the year part 3

im bored as hell i mean ushelly if i was bored ill walk but with my mp3 acting up impossible too. yo this year is slow stupid n i hate very bit of it it pisses me off yea a year that didnt start thatmuch is pissing me off i hate being bored n i also hate being by myself n the funny thing is that everybody is n the house dont mean im not lonely and thats y i try to never be here even in the summer this place is cold smfh im mad and n need of a pet a sidekick or an studio if i had one i wouldnt mind being in thye damn house .i guess ill put up on more poem then ill be done with the triolgy (sigh) i need some vulme
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first day of the year part2

ok i want to start to say i started the new years alone:( well my frikend said i was on the fone with her so i wasnt but i was because nobody was with me . i was actually tring to go to my friend's house n i was waiting for the bus. now even tho i was fie for being alone but the serect is i hate being being alone it causes disconformity. and the saying goes how ever u start out ya new year is how its gonna be for the rest of the year so im gonnna be alone for the year smh i dont know what to do this day and really dont care because i feel mad at alot ofthings but hey nuff i can do
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