depression or death

i feel like each day is closer to my death like i feel like its close like real close not that much makes me happy anymore the happy days the few that was there is over i tried suicide many times always failed attempts (duh) but its just feel like it was raining n my head for some time now and it mostly happend when im alone but most time i am just one i just wannna leave the feelings im feeling :hopelessness sorrow unimportance un lucky n overall unhappy u can call it cry i call it blogging wel im done noe gonna go take a nap before ii do something maybe i wont wake up yea that will be a happy ending
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update

Curren$y ft.Snoop Dogg-Seat Change[Download/New/July/2010]

shit old but hot

update

i need a my hair done like i can do it myself but im lazy n dont have the time for myself (lol im so selfish but yet against myself lol ) also im sick i cant find no body to take care of me and i cant go to noones house n shit like yall negros been sick lol but i got nobody n nothing to do but ne way as soon im fine me n neek need to work shit n cooly need to make movesss mane
monoarchy is dead yall can keep the crowns but remember boss is best of successful sounds-jett blizzi hot is hell
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quick lil music update

Modern Day Hippie- Neek fans out there his is currently workin on his next project name will be released at a later date but as soon as M.D.H is finished (recording,editing)it will be released

loyality

Define: faithfulness or a devotion to a person.
Do we all go by this defination? Of course not. We cant be loyal to everyone we come in contact with. Its impossible to people are goin leave your life. However to ya bestfriend or boyfriend/girlfriend its automatically expected. Now how can u be loyal to ya bestfriend only hang out with them(no) well how bout hang on their everyword(no) simply be truthful. Now we all know try to always please them is behyond reach for some but if u tell them the truth then ur loyal. Nowadays people mix being generous for loyality but its not the same. Now for the bf/gf part being with that person you are suppose to mix it with love and trust. If you are not loyal u not a good gf/bf. Now not cheatin is not the only way u cant loyal to ur mate. (got tired of puttin gf/bf lol) If ya mate says they need something a hug a toy money as a mate u should give it to them but dont be a sucker n give everything they want without nothing in return. When somebody give something unless they say not to u should get them something back. its only right.
this only part one part 2 is gonna be based on others opinions
ok peace on a two way street bye :)
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Passion Pit - Better Things

this is what chiddy bang sampled for their song "truth"

back to the blog again

im back here once again im try to do it at least once everyweek
now some updates:i j3tt blizzi can now add produceing on list of music things i do
i really like chiddy bang n thats maybe the reason im diggin deep underground now also u might be wondering y i gave up on facebook long story short it was just too much and im now on my music shit soo song will be put up here first then facebook later but most shit will be here ne way so its best to just stay here n to all is still wondering the mixtape is postponed indifintely(cant spell) till i can find a studio or make one so yea thats it
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